What I said in the last few days still stands. I hate funfairs!! Never again will I get involved in it!

With Sherlyn gone I have no idea how to plan things! I never did this before. How the hell would I know what to do. I was the only one doing everything for the food stall. I ordered the satay. I talked and negotiated with Linda. My mum bought everything for the kuniyaku. My parents bought and paid for all the stupid snacks. They helped me price everything. When the alumni had problems with the arragements they would call me and ask ask ask. I dont know I dont know I dont know! Stop asking me!!! Its always me, me, me!! Why did I have to be the i/c in the first place?!?! Even though its only a couple of days away I have so many things to worry about. I have to get everything for the satay and whatever. I cant ask the class because can they be relied on in the first place?? I get tickets from Ms Wong and pay for it first, and got reprimanded by my dad. Its even raining now.

I wanted to get the barbecue grill from Isabelle because she would have a tough time bringing it to school cos her car's too small. But my unc doesnt know where that place is and I have no choice but to ask Isabelle to bring it to school. sigh. Want to help also cannot. I hate funfairs. I really do. The class doesnt care about it at all. What does God expect me to do. I cant do everything by myself.